Narcissist, I Forgot To Tell You Something

I haven’t left you yet.

Don’t think it’s simply because I love you. It’s because I still think you love me too. I am hopelessly unaware that your heart does not hold mine.

That he couldn’t attach himself to me.

I don’t understand that I am something I acquired along the way.

I think I’m your girl, your love, your best friend.

I think you can’t live without me.

Because I can not live without you.

I still believe in you.

I do not yet understand that good and evil can exist in one person.

I choose to confuse evil with anger.

I believe your words.

Even if your actions contradict them.

I’m still trying to figure you out.

I see the best in you.

Even if you confuse me.

I didn’t recognize the fear, manipulation, and control even though it lurked among us.

I’m too busy making your world go round so I can see it.

I don’t realize you lack confidence, my handsome wizard shows it.

I give selflessly and do not know selfishness.

I don’t feel your fantasy world because you play so well in reality.

I put you on a pedestal so there is no need to ask for praise.

I understand that you can get what you want but you confuse that with success.